As a boy in elementary school, I would sometimes tussle with other boys. Generally we would not hurt each other, but sometimes it would result in a visit to the nurse’s office. During one such incident, my head hit against a cement wall. It hurt some, but I felt I was fine; however, the teacher did not believe me, but who would argue with a teacher that was allowing you to go to the nurse’s office and miss some of class(as we were just coming in from recess)? The nurse examined me and asked questions. I was determined to be fine, diagnosis “boy.”
The last question posed during the nurse’s examination was, “Are you seeing double?” My response worried her, as I stated, “No more than usual.” I was seeing double often while reading and I just trained and strained myself to read both images simultaneously. The nurse, concerned and curious, did some tests and discovered what I thought was normal: I saw double. What I also remember about her is she did not make me feel stupid for thinking that seeing double was normal, and she did not make me nervous about this situation.
I went to the optometrist, and I must say that was an exciting experience. It was explained to me that everyone has a focal point in which when you get closer to the eyes, one will see double, but generally it is centimeters from the nose, not an arm’s length. This doctor prescribed intense exercises. I had various contraptions and ditto papers and spent one to two hours a day strengthening my eyes, so my focal point would be in a normal range. I was committed because reading, which I greatly enjoy, was much easier with only one image.
I share this anecdote to emphasize the importance of knowing vision in the church. We in the church world use this term often, and it is not easily defined as it is different for each ministry and congregation, while also being part of God’s Vision. I assume that there is an importance of vision, for it is what drives a congregation and/or ministry in the direction of God. We know that it is not simple to find a vision, but it is just as important to realize when your ministry has lost or been burdened with poor vision. Just as I believed seeing double was normal, many churches and ministries keep going, not realizing they would have a difficult time reading the bottom line on the metaphorical eye chart.
For many, the reality of finances brings a congregation to the metaphorical optometrist. However, I want to share the story of a local food bank I was involved with this past year that closed. The bank had been serving the community for 30 years, but the original vision of helping people between applying for food stamps and receiving them is now outdated. Other food banks had taken form over the past decade serving the community more efficiently and in greater numbers. The food bank needed a new vision of how to utilize their resources. For various reasons the need of a new vision was not taken up by the board and the volunteers, until the vote that closed the bank. Even a year before, a vote keeping it open (by one vote) didn’t get enough people realizing the need of a vision. However, this ministry did not lack resources. We had enough food, especially canned corn (not sure why so much corn), and we could have continued for 15 years without raising anymore funds, at the level of help we were providing, give or take a couple of years.
My point is that vision has nothing to do with finances.
We need to not wait until it is reflected by red ink.
My question is what is, or can be, our metaphorical eye chart? (comment away)